Q & A 319 – From AW in Vancouver, Canada

“Hi, My full name is AW. I now live in Vancouver, Canada. I’m 16 years old. As far as I can remember, I’ve had depression and anxiety since early childhood. I had very few to No real friends. I just didn’t know why I was feeling sad. The depression is still present with all kinds of anxiety. I have sleep problems. I can’t fall asleep properly . One weird thing I noticed was that whenever I pray Isha, I can’t sleep that night. When I don’t pray Isha, mostly I can sleep properly. I’ve noticed not only with sleep but also with depression, when I pray and try to become close to Allah, my depression increases and I have no choice but to stop praying. I still feel like I don’t have any real friends. The 1 or 2 people I socialize with are just fake. I feel mostly lonely all the time. I feel super different and alienated. I have inferiority complex. I was never truly happy for the last 3-4 years. Regarding the sleep problem, we went to the doctor and they checked everything they know from me and they said there virtually nothing wrong with my body. My speech stumbles sometimes and even I sometimes think what’s wrong. New problems arise everytime I start to accept a problem. I feel very empty and barren in the heart. I actually can’t pay anything right now. I read that I have to swear by Allah. I swear by Allah , his messengers, and by his throne that all of this is true. I need your help. Can you please do it Quckly?”  Submitted on Tue, Feb 27, 2018 at 5:03 PM

remoteruqyah.com wrote:

Hi AW,